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week_in_dreamies....x10Million
crying and sobbing sorry I can't shut up about the dreamies. this is... accrued thoughts from everything I've caught up on. organized by things that are random takes versus reacts.
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haechan 200521 vlive
>secondly, you know, not to be crazy insane like, renjun could be hanging out with MARK. but let's be real, he is not doing that. so it’s literally how sora says it is… renjun sitting on haechan’s bed staring at his phone for four hours while haechan games. they’re literally straight.
>anyway the other part I did not transcribe... but ummm dojenjaem…..AAAUUUGHHH.... a hyung that jaemin actually likes can be so personal…!!!
>>also doren is just making me think of the one random jaehyun renjun rooming incident where renjun couldn’t even ask jaehyun what song they were listening to… something about how he’s slowly integrating into 127’s space…. AS DESERVED... watched this video and I was like damn....renj recognition and world domination soon heh. all while he's haechan's girlfriend.
>>the way I'm a mahae truther but not a mahae shipper is the same way I'm a renmin truther but not a renmin shipper. a lie on both counts because I like both ships but some of us are so fucking renhyuckist that it doesn't count.
>might be misremembering but, renjun's gotten so much better at reading the prompter? so natural too... I was thinking to myself that it's much more obvious when it's a scripted idea because there's so much more feeling in it, versus if it's something renj really is suggesting... well! how is it his fault he's seriously and calm as a person? anyway...he's perfect and he was having so much fun!!! renjun is so... it's not sociable, it's like....??? he likes people very easily? very open to people LOL. the obvious opposite comparison being jaemin.
>you know for being sat right next to each other, the renhyuckism does not exist in this video and perhaps I'm greatful. did not stop my stupid brain from going like....damn.... just like how enjoy couple is a couple and lala is oval faced and beautiful and chatty and sitting beside her boyfriend... renjun is oval-faced and beautiful and chatty and sitting beside His boyfriend. two people sitting in predesignated spots can be so personal<3
NCT Dream Mental Camp
Jaemin to these psychologists: I'm Unknowable. I'm Unknowable.
Me, watching him on screen: Not only did you not want to be psychoanalyzed, but there's no way you didn't lie on your personality test. Also, you're going to pick a basic ingredient for bbimbimbap because you're sensible.
>not to be like, wow I seriously know Na Jaemin of NCT Dream so well. but, guess who just Knows.
>>no seriously, like why would someone lie about knowing a kpop idol well. that's such a freakbitch thing on it's own, it's Not a Flex. truly, I'm just trying to prove my credentials when I say things unprompted. anyway my thought process was like this:
>honestly they made it kind of obvious what haechan picked with how they presented the ingredients saga, but I knew he'd pick rice because he wouldn't trust markjaemsung to pick it!!
>AND I figured jaemin would pick one of the basic ingredients like oil, because jaemin is obnoxious but he is sensible!!! this was the one I was most confident about because I May Show It 100%. but Im Jaeminist. but like for real for all of his numerous failings and flaws, Jaemin is still courteous and polite and considerate, if not the most considerate.
>and jeno would obviously pick a basic ingredient. it's jeno.
>I did not bother guessing the other three because how the fuck would I know. but the point stands is that psychologists ate ass, but me, with my PhD in Dreamzenism. I fucking know.
>other things that I have said that that they also said:
>crying at me saying renj is the feminine touch they need as a throwaway one-off I'd never expand on... and then them literally assigning renj with feminine wiles.... the amount of times people try to call him a girl in this era without calling him a girl... but also, renj going 'it's depressing' on a beautiful sunny day while out with mark....CUUUUUUUUUUTIEEEEEEEEEE. You Truly Are A Girl.
>did I have other things to say. well if you're lin, then you literally know that jeno is my most appreciated dreamie member, and so like, I KNEW ALL OF THE THINGS THEY FINALLY POINTED OUT TO DREAM ABOUT JENO...I was just nodding my head the whole time like Finally Finally Say It Kings SAY IT!!!
Dream VS Dream | HAECHAN VS RENJUN
>the end where haech is about to take one last shot at renj but he looks over and sees renj is preparing himself to be Hurted and he doesn'ttt..........so bare minimum sweet of himmmm aaaa...the levels of renj really cares of what haech thinks and haech is not the most courteous about it ever...
sohu korea interview (1, 2)
>renj v. beautimonious and perfect. extremely. perfect. this interview made me realize how long his hair is compared to everyone, and ngl I also had >how we see renjun, how renjun sees us< thought flash thru my mind because of the emo swoop over one eye. but imo this is one of the best no effort takes on this haircut... it's just swooshy and perfect....
>jeno asking renj if he likes his hair as a gotcha! question after every dreamie unanimously agrees that he went through an extreme girlification arc. renjun saying he likes it! which I'm not sure I believe but if it's true, that's STOCKS For Me!!!
>renj guessing 'this moment right now' @ mark's drawing... (1) mark drawing that really was a MarkTM Moment, but renj getting it while haech is sooooo confident he has the soulful mindlinkmeld with mark... see when you're perceptive and know how to connect the dots and also know the specifics of mark's stupidity!!!
>mark saying he knows the dreamies so well at this point :,) specifically about chenle which to me is even more important and compelling because hmm... I think it's like, you expect mark to be friendly with everyone, but not to know them like that....but he knows chenle like that :D
>renj seriously sooooo bad at charading. being the audience and seeing the word then seeing renjun attempt to act it out and being like 'Wtf is he trying to do?' ... renjun is talented and capable <3 just not at this!!!
ANYTHING ELSE?
>omg lmfao okay there's this youtube comment that was like 'renjun always ruining the fun and translating chenle's comments and taking attention away from him' and someone replied being like 'delete this immediately' because they're renjun fan and also correct but also. renjun translating for chenle legit puts More attention onto chenle because then the dreamies all pay attention and go Little Man You Think What Now? ...though like hm, it's not that I'm trying to be like THIS IS WHY THAT RANDO IS WRONGGG, but like... personally really big fan of renj translating to dreamies because the way he mumbles almost carelessly is so charming to me... like god..... the bilingualism is so sexy on him.
etc.
I think esp. in the dream v dream where Renjun cycles through every option except for the worst, even though he basically knew from the start it was 'cute younger friend' ... there's such clear nudges to jisung to try to get him to see him/their dynamic in a way that's more comfortable for both of them ... and jisung just ummm.... being very Set on how he thinks it should be.
going to make a nonsensical comparison here — well, a couple actually — but basically, Jisung is joseph gordon levitt from 500 days of summer, and renjun is summer. obviously the idealized dynamic that jisung thinks they should have is bl webtoon typical — cute, clumsy older uke and cool, younger seme ... which on it's own is just hilarious because NO JISUNG. NO!!! but even more funny [and sad] because renj clearly sees his thought process and is Not for it. how to tell jisung, renj isn't his actual love interest but his tragic backstory's failed first love.... HE isn't renj's endgame but actually the younger secondary character that was actually never an option anyway!!! poor jisung.
there's also just that... jisung would be so much more successful if he wasn't trying to get them to go along with this dynamic...!!! I said this already but renj is soooo nice and doting to him...the world if jisung accepted it as it was and stopped telling renj to his face he sees him as a cute younger friend...!!! he's so close but so far.. and also, further than ever because haeren really is a thing now.
I have nothing else to say. it's just this. though, one might say I'm not giving him enough credit by predicting 5 years. who knows. it's just that both chenle and mark can solve their repressed daddy kinks with each other and no one will have to worry about how to break it to them that they're gay ever again. that might be a lie but you get it.
I feel obligated to make this post because everytime I go into renjun's twitter searches [yes I deleted twitter, no I will not stop checking his searches I need to see his beautimonious hot sauce face in gif form or else I'll die] some random norenzen is acting like noren is a legitimate ship and I have no place other than dreamwidth to communicate my distate in. noren is literally a figment of your imagination it's unreal. please seek help. please look deep within yourself and ask these questions:
Am I really a Renjun fan if I ship noren? (No)
Is it okay to be a Renjun fan? By the way I am a noren shipper. (No.)
Am I really a Jeno fan if I ship noren? (No!!!)
my beef is strongest with noren, but I think similar problems exist with markren also. the thing is like — both these dynamics can be found in other, Better dreamie pairings, with those members. same for renle IG but people don't actually ship renle so it doesn't matter.
like for both markren and noren, if you want renjun to have a size difference boyfriend who dotes on him or whatever, JAEMIN IS RIGHTTTTT THERE. like in my ideal world, everyone would be a renhyuckist, but if you have to go for a nonhaech renjun ship, please. Please. Jaemren is right there.
sorry to the markrenists who might be reading this but they're inherently incompatible because they're both the lame half of the couple. I personally believe in loser x loser pairings BTW. it just doesn't work in markren because they're the same type of loser [naive, pure, innocent and curious starry eyed 'deep' thinkers] ... on the other hand, haechan is a gamer. that's a complete 180 from renjun's brand of lameness. also why markhyuck works. and, jaemin who isn't lame, nor is a loser, is the perfect candidate for renjun's Cool, Hot, Bigger boyfriend. WHICH JENO LITERALLY ISN'T AND NEVER WILL BE!!!
I had more arguements that I thought of while washing the dishes but I forgot them. they're like this:
[note how I didn't list any renjun ships because genuinely, no renjun ships can top renhyuck — just in terms of pure chemistry. like name me a single dreamie that renjun gets along with as well as he does with haechan. I hate to be like every other renj ship is just A Little Bit Lacking, but in comparison they really are. renjun shines most with haechan and winwin. both my opinion and objectively true. he's the most 'main character' when it's with them. WHATEVER. ANYWAY. I'm coping so hard rn.]
oh my god also if you're reading this to #cancel me. this is a DREAMWIDTH POST. I have an audience of like, 5 PEOPLE. I'm sure you have better things to do than boost me into infamy. ON DREAMWIDTH.
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haechan 200521 vlive
@ 13:59
DY: It's been a really long time since I saw Jaemin, Jeno, Jisung and Chenle. I saw Renjun from time to time. Why did I see him so many times?
HC: He comes to our dorms often.
DY: He came yesterday too.
DY: It's been a really long time since I saw Jaemin, Jeno, Jisung and Chenle. I saw Renjun from time to time. Why did I see him so many times?
HC: He comes to our dorms often.
DY: He came yesterday too.
(...)
>this whole thing is making me cry… first of all, doyoung complaining about how he couldn’t get fully immersed, lost in the sauce in getting nostalgic about the dreamies because He Sees Renjun Too Often. top10 funniest made up problems to have.>secondly, you know, not to be crazy insane like, renjun could be hanging out with MARK. but let's be real, he is not doing that. so it’s literally how sora says it is… renjun sitting on haechan’s bed staring at his phone for four hours while haechan games. they’re literally straight.
>anyway the other part I did not transcribe... but ummm dojenjaem…..AAAUUUGHHH.... a hyung that jaemin actually likes can be so personal…!!!
>>also doren is just making me think of the one random jaehyun renjun rooming incident where renjun couldn’t even ask jaehyun what song they were listening to… something about how he’s slowly integrating into 127’s space…. AS DESERVED... watched this video and I was like damn....renj recognition and world domination soon heh. all while he's haechan's girlfriend.
@ 9:04
JS: His blood type is definitely AB.
JS: His blood type is definitely AB.
MD: Does anyone have a similar personality?
RJ: Jaeminnie and Haechannie are both blood type AB.
RJ: Jaeminnie and Haechannie are both blood type AB.
(...)
>renjun answering for nahyuck... I feel like this joke writes itself LMFAO>>the way I'm a mahae truther but not a mahae shipper is the same way I'm a renmin truther but not a renmin shipper. a lie on both counts because I like both ships but some of us are so fucking renhyuckist that it doesn't count.
>might be misremembering but, renjun's gotten so much better at reading the prompter? so natural too... I was thinking to myself that it's much more obvious when it's a scripted idea because there's so much more feeling in it, versus if it's something renj really is suggesting... well! how is it his fault he's seriously and calm as a person? anyway...he's perfect and he was having so much fun!!! renjun is so... it's not sociable, it's like....??? he likes people very easily? very open to people LOL. the obvious opposite comparison being jaemin.
>you know for being sat right next to each other, the renhyuckism does not exist in this video and perhaps I'm greatful. did not stop my stupid brain from going like....damn.... just like how enjoy couple is a couple and lala is oval faced and beautiful and chatty and sitting beside her boyfriend... renjun is oval-faced and beautiful and chatty and sitting beside His boyfriend. two people sitting in predesignated spots can be so personal<3
NCT Dream Mental Camp
Jaemin to these psychologists: I'm Unknowable. I'm Unknowable.
Me, watching him on screen: Not only did you not want to be psychoanalyzed, but there's no way you didn't lie on your personality test. Also, you're going to pick a basic ingredient for bbimbimbap because you're sensible.
(...)
>I don't know the actual name for this oh my god. anyway>not to be like, wow I seriously know Na Jaemin of NCT Dream so well. but, guess who just Knows.
>>no seriously, like why would someone lie about knowing a kpop idol well. that's such a freakbitch thing on it's own, it's Not a Flex. truly, I'm just trying to prove my credentials when I say things unprompted. anyway my thought process was like this:
me: is chenle not here because he didn't want to be psychoanalyzed?
me, one second later: No way that's true, if they had that option Jaemin would Notttt be here.
>and then they talked about the statue of david question and I realized they did a Legit Personality Quiz and then I saw Jaemin's face and I was like There Is No Fucking Way This Man Told The Truth. me, one second later: No way that's true, if they had that option Jaemin would Notttt be here.
>honestly they made it kind of obvious what haechan picked with how they presented the ingredients saga, but I knew he'd pick rice because he wouldn't trust markjaemsung to pick it!!
>AND I figured jaemin would pick one of the basic ingredients like oil, because jaemin is obnoxious but he is sensible!!! this was the one I was most confident about because I May Show It 100%. but Im Jaeminist. but like for real for all of his numerous failings and flaws, Jaemin is still courteous and polite and considerate, if not the most considerate.
>and jeno would obviously pick a basic ingredient. it's jeno.
>I did not bother guessing the other three because how the fuck would I know. but the point stands is that psychologists ate ass, but me, with my PhD in Dreamzenism. I fucking know.
>other things that I have said that that they also said:
no offense to dream who are wrong and don't understand themselves because they're all Guys who don't look inwards and have deeper thoughts, etc etc [why renjun is the feminine touch they need] but Jeno is the best member of dream. the most integral to their group dynamic even I would say. find me another member who doesn't commit any favouritism crimes
>crying at me saying renj is the feminine touch they need as a throwaway one-off I'd never expand on... and then them literally assigning renj with feminine wiles.... the amount of times people try to call him a girl in this era without calling him a girl... but also, renj going 'it's depressing' on a beautiful sunny day while out with mark....CUUUUUUUUUUTIEEEEEEEEEE. You Truly Are A Girl.
>did I have other things to say. well if you're lin, then you literally know that jeno is my most appreciated dreamie member, and so like, I KNEW ALL OF THE THINGS THEY FINALLY POINTED OUT TO DREAM ABOUT JENO...I was just nodding my head the whole time like Finally Finally Say It Kings SAY IT!!!
Dream VS Dream | HAECHAN VS RENJUN
@ 10: 55
RJ: How was it?
HC: The thought that it wouldn't be as fun today with Renjun on...
HC: [looks over]
RJ: How was it?
HC: The thought that it wouldn't be as fun today with Renjun on...
HC: [looks over]
HC: ...Never occurred!
(...)
yes I've watched this three times now... new details: TINY BOY? he called renjun TINY BOY? no words. I'll kill myself.>the end where haech is about to take one last shot at renj but he looks over and sees renj is preparing himself to be Hurted and he doesn'ttt..........so bare minimum sweet of himmmm aaaa...the levels of renj really cares of what haech thinks and haech is not the most courteous about it ever...
sohu korea interview (1, 2)
Jisung to Jaemin: I'd make you do aegyo for 30 min but I think you would actually do it.
(...)
>jaemin's iron will. his complete lack of shame. obligatory jaemin looks hot I guess. also you would think for a guy who speaks maybe 3 times a video, and 2 of those 3 times will be a cringe aegyo gag that it'd turn any reasonable person off and ruin the appeal. well, good news for you guys, it's confirmed that I am Indeed, an unreasonable person.>renj v. beautimonious and perfect. extremely. perfect. this interview made me realize how long his hair is compared to everyone, and ngl I also had >how we see renjun, how renjun sees us< thought flash thru my mind because of the emo swoop over one eye. but imo this is one of the best no effort takes on this haircut... it's just swooshy and perfect....
>jeno asking renj if he likes his hair as a gotcha! question after every dreamie unanimously agrees that he went through an extreme girlification arc. renjun saying he likes it! which I'm not sure I believe but if it's true, that's STOCKS For Me!!!
>renj guessing 'this moment right now' @ mark's drawing... (1) mark drawing that really was a MarkTM Moment, but renj getting it while haech is sooooo confident he has the soulful mindlinkmeld with mark... see when you're perceptive and know how to connect the dots and also know the specifics of mark's stupidity!!!
>mark saying he knows the dreamies so well at this point :,) specifically about chenle which to me is even more important and compelling because hmm... I think it's like, you expect mark to be friendly with everyone, but not to know them like that....but he knows chenle like that :D
>renj seriously sooooo bad at charading. being the audience and seeing the word then seeing renjun attempt to act it out and being like 'Wtf is he trying to do?' ... renjun is talented and capable <3 just not at this!!!
ANYTHING ELSE?
>omg lmfao okay there's this youtube comment that was like 'renjun always ruining the fun and translating chenle's comments and taking attention away from him' and someone replied being like 'delete this immediately' because they're renjun fan and also correct but also. renjun translating for chenle legit puts More attention onto chenle because then the dreamies all pay attention and go Little Man You Think What Now? ...though like hm, it's not that I'm trying to be like THIS IS WHY THAT RANDO IS WRONGGG, but like... personally really big fan of renj translating to dreamies because the way he mumbles almost carelessly is so charming to me... like god..... the bilingualism is so sexy on him.
etc.
jisung's one-sided, bound to fail renj crush
where does one begin with this. the 'cute younger friend' (9:07) in dream v dream [and a couple one-offs thru out eras], and jisung trying to hold the watermelon for him (10:09) during midsummer day's dream... the way renj gently rebuffs him both times is soooo t-t... he is so nice to jisung!!! the watermelon bit in particular... JISUNG THINKS HE IS A GIRL!!! If u don't agree with me you're just wrong LOL.I think esp. in the dream v dream where Renjun cycles through every option except for the worst, even though he basically knew from the start it was 'cute younger friend' ... there's such clear nudges to jisung to try to get him to see him/their dynamic in a way that's more comfortable for both of them ... and jisung just ummm.... being very Set on how he thinks it should be.
going to make a nonsensical comparison here — well, a couple actually — but basically, Jisung is joseph gordon levitt from 500 days of summer, and renjun is summer. obviously the idealized dynamic that jisung thinks they should have is bl webtoon typical — cute, clumsy older uke and cool, younger seme ... which on it's own is just hilarious because NO JISUNG. NO!!! but even more funny [and sad] because renj clearly sees his thought process and is Not for it. how to tell jisung, renj isn't his actual love interest but his tragic backstory's failed first love.... HE isn't renj's endgame but actually the younger secondary character that was actually never an option anyway!!! poor jisung.
there's also just that... jisung would be so much more successful if he wasn't trying to get them to go along with this dynamic...!!! I said this already but renj is soooo nice and doting to him...the world if jisung accepted it as it was and stopped telling renj to his face he sees him as a cute younger friend...!!! he's so close but so far.. and also, further than ever because haeren really is a thing now.
chenle daddy k*nk question mark?
chenle will be balls deep into his gf in like five years and she’s gonna be like ‘oh daddy’ and he’s going to sit up ram straight and realize: Holy Shit. I Wanted Mark To Call Me Daddy.I have nothing else to say. it's just this. though, one might say I'm not giving him enough credit by predicting 5 years. who knows. it's just that both chenle and mark can solve their repressed daddy kinks with each other and no one will have to worry about how to break it to them that they're gay ever again. that might be a lie but you get it.
some unedited ship takes that I randomly got kinda heated about
emphasis on unedited.I feel obligated to make this post because everytime I go into renjun's twitter searches [yes I deleted twitter, no I will not stop checking his searches I need to see his beautimonious hot sauce face in gif form or else I'll die] some random norenzen is acting like noren is a legitimate ship and I have no place other than dreamwidth to communicate my distate in. noren is literally a figment of your imagination it's unreal. please seek help. please look deep within yourself and ask these questions:
Am I really a Renjun fan if I ship noren? (No)
Is it okay to be a Renjun fan? By the way I am a noren shipper. (No.)
Am I really a Jeno fan if I ship noren? (No!!!)
my beef is strongest with noren, but I think similar problems exist with markren also. the thing is like — both these dynamics can be found in other, Better dreamie pairings, with those members. same for renle IG but people don't actually ship renle so it doesn't matter.
like for both markren and noren, if you want renjun to have a size difference boyfriend who dotes on him or whatever, JAEMIN IS RIGHTTTTT THERE. like in my ideal world, everyone would be a renhyuckist, but if you have to go for a nonhaech renjun ship, please. Please. Jaemren is right there.
sorry to the markrenists who might be reading this but they're inherently incompatible because they're both the lame half of the couple. I personally believe in loser x loser pairings BTW. it just doesn't work in markren because they're the same type of loser [naive, pure, innocent and curious starry eyed 'deep' thinkers] ... on the other hand, haechan is a gamer. that's a complete 180 from renjun's brand of lameness. also why markhyuck works. and, jaemin who isn't lame, nor is a loser, is the perfect candidate for renjun's Cool, Hot, Bigger boyfriend. WHICH JENO LITERALLY ISN'T AND NEVER WILL BE!!!
I had more arguements that I thought of while washing the dishes but I forgot them. they're like this:
- misconception that mark can be Anyone's 'Hot' older boyfriend. he is not 'hot' he literally and physically has a babyface. like yes he is broad and tallish but like...the babyface seriously counteracts all of that. mark, at his best, is a cutie. renjun deserves someone who is Hot. also why rensung will never work out. jisung is also too cutie and babymouselike to ever be 'hot'. again mahae work because haechan is the hot one.
- noren is seriously so misunderstood and misrepresented like I understand it's even worse with nomin, but like, as a renjun fan first it's so bad. renjun would never be anyone's soft boyfriend ever. he's abg for haechan but like, we are in understanding that haechan has special considerations wrt renjun, are we not? but even more harmful than soft smol renjun propoganda is JENO MISTREATMENT ERASURE AND MISCHARACTERIZATION. the world when my fellow freak kin [girls who love bl and love to fetishize, sexualize and objectify men] realize that it's actually very sexy when a guy is hot and a jock and soft-hearted and puppy and b*ttom.
- anyway also, renjun doesn't really inspire any dickstepping in jeno the way other members would, because renjun does not know how to toy with people's emotions ngl. they're kind of the same in the way they need to be like, hanging off a wire. emotionally edged. IDK neither of them can provide that to each other and if they do, it's to other people, and it's completely by accident. [i.e- rensung, which isn't even that renjun isn't pretty clear about it, just that jisung is not understanding with his puny brain that it won't happen]. like you can't both be the half the that needs to be depraved of attention. especially when both of you are the most generous with your attention!!!
- also like, if the younger member craves attention of beloved mark aspect of markren appeals to u... nomark, markle... etc... not only are they less repressed than renjun in showing it — though I guess there's no suitable replacement for the repressed aspect, maybe jaemin if you squint — but also like it's not really tied into the mahae aspect of things. markrenhyuck fucks btw just not in the way you think.
- like I will obviously never understand any of the appeal of markren because literally every other mark x dreamie ship is better except like marksung, but marksung has bigheadline tied to it which makes it good.
- I guess you could argue markren has markrenhyuck tied to it but everyone loves to fucking ignore how important mahae is when you're talking about renhaech and markren specifically... like in most other mark x dreamie dynamics, it doesn't matter because everyone likes mark more than haechan, but renjun likes haechan more than mark. also renjun versus ma/hae for hae/ma's attention is A Real Thing when it comes to mark/ren/hyuck combos. it doesn't matter in other combos because the other combos have distinct units [nomin, chenji] and mark is coming in versus mahae being the distinct unit and renj trying to enter. I really did gloss over all the markrenhyuck theorycrafting in my dr post but like we're touching upon it here. ANYWAY.
[note how I didn't list any renjun ships because genuinely, no renjun ships can top renhyuck — just in terms of pure chemistry. like name me a single dreamie that renjun gets along with as well as he does with haechan. I hate to be like every other renj ship is just A Little Bit Lacking, but in comparison they really are. renjun shines most with haechan and winwin. both my opinion and objectively true. he's the most 'main character' when it's with them. WHATEVER. ANYWAY. I'm coping so hard rn.]
The Just Guys Who Are Dudes Line & Appeal
crying dreamwidth sniped me. the appeal is that they do gay shit but aren't gay. the members are mark, jaemin, jeno, chenle. fuuuck I don't wanna dedicate a separate post to it but u know I might.oh my god also if you're reading this to #cancel me. this is a DREAMWIDTH POST. I have an audience of like, 5 PEOPLE. I'm sure you have better things to do than boost me into infamy. ON DREAMWIDTH.