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some....1s and 0s...
Jun. 10th, 2022 10:36 amI'm going to blow up. and fair warning this post is disgusting. sorry to whomever it could landmine. I'm currently getting blown up myself.
iguessssss this is kind of ummm ... ummmmmmm....ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *stares at ao3 beomgyu* should I just rot13 this entire post? I will be posting it with requisite amounts of shame, but if I truly had shame it would not be posted. (...) anyway. so. remember when I said (3 days ago) that txt were a group of 0s? well... I have observed... as a whole... that's true... but, if you take certain subsets.... 1s and 0s will arise.
iguessssss this is kind of ummm ... ummmmmmm....ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm *stares at ao3 beomgyu* should I just rot13 this entire post? I will be posting it with requisite amounts of shame, but if I truly had shame it would not be posted. (...) anyway. so. remember when I said (3 days ago) that txt were a group of 0s? well... I have observed... as a whole... that's true... but, if you take certain subsets.... 1s and 0s will arise.
I would like to clarify that yes, I believe no one should be sheeple, and Yes...[op cannot finish this sentence because of personal reasons].... Whatever, I'm gonna c+p my livetweets of my struggles and crises:
- @me: "seriously though i think beomgyu is making me reject all my previous thoughts and ideals and by beomgyu I specifically mean ship order taegyu like …. π¦π§π¦π§π¦π§" (10:35 PM 8/66/22)
- @me: "like okay if I think he’s a girl and a brat and a [REDACTED] and a [EVEN MORE REDACTED] LIKE ITS DIFFERENT FROM WHEN OTHER PEOPLE THINK IT… like yes we’re technically at the same conclusion BUT NO WE’RE NOT… NOT IDEOLOGICALLY…" (11:39 PM 8/6/22)
- @me: "everytime I agree with the preferred order of the tag I feel like I’ve committed some kind of crime LIKE IM NOT WRONG. BUT IM ABOUT TO BE WRONG BY ASSOCIATION!!!" (5:30 PM 9/6/22)
- the only reason there's 1s and 0s in taegyu is because. there are. Winners and Losers. it's like how, theoretically, there are 1s and 0s in beomjun too, for the same reason. [I haven't actually figured out the optics on that one even though. like in my mind I know the truth. my heart isn't ready to accept it. I STILL BELIEVE] ANYWAY... 10/10 times when taegyu interact, beomgyu will come out as the loser of the psychological [and physical] power struggle and taehyun will come out more or less unbothered, and maybe with a vague smugness of winning. THIS ISN'T ACTUALLY BECAUSE TAEHYUN IS A WINNER [though that's true]... it's just um.................what beomgyu lacks in actual will he makes up for in spirit.........it's like how........weak mental game..... like he's all fire and no substance....... it's a light show but .... the structure will crumple like paper... IDKKKKKKKKK
- this clip [in fact, that entire thread], may be 5000 years old, however. I find it startlingly relevant and if anything has changed that would cause this moment - if perfectly replicated - not to play out exactly the same, I refuse to acknowledge so. in saying that ... BOMGYUUUUU YOUR FAAACEEEE....how does he lose his grip THREE! 3!!!! (THREEE)(3)!!!! TIMES.... JUST GIVE UP.... it's actually more damning that he tries to recover and then even more damning the way he shrugs off the jacket... you are so .... you..... sorry that I once again refuse to explain but if you know anything about the way 1s and 0s are assigned then u know.
- I'm going to stop saying words and then let clips speak for me at this point: TOMORROW X TOGETHER on Twitter: "λ§μ΄ λΈλΌλ μμΌμΆνν΄ μ μ¬κ³ μΌλ₯Έλ³΄μ~ κ·Έλμ λ μ΄ μμ μ§μ§ κΏκ·λ€γ γ γ γ γ μ¬λνλ€~ #λ²κ· #BEOMGYU #μ°μ€ #YEONJUN https://t.co/JBoY1x9Nai" / Twitter wow don't u love. TO DO X TXT - EP.73 World's Best Spring Fairy Contest Part 2?! ......I.....I have not been the same after watching that I just want everyone to know. there were MANY casualties and all of them were MEEEE.... anyway. Idk I feel like that entire ep was about to be proof enough and then ... as u can see... from the video I linked... Just Really Really Hammering it in.
- ok, this doesn't technically count because it's soogyu, and something something soobin is always right etc etc etc however I need someone to start running #BEOMGYU_PROTECT on set ... like being a girl who always loses is one thing. losing to SOOBIN … now that’s like … That… .... I acknowledge soogyu exists and like is #real or whatever. but I will be taking pains and measures to protect beomgyu’s image. that’s my final statement here. UPDATE: hi I found a
- ANYWAY. the reason I even bring up that clip was because of the very first cut of the rollerblade...SOOBIN LITERALLY DRAGS HIM HALFWAY ACROSS THE FUCKING FLOOR BEFORE BEOMGYU FINALLY HAS TO LET GO.,. I have to kill somebody. I. it's not beomgyu's fault he's like that his disposition just makes him EXTREMELEEEYYYYYY SUSCEPTIBLE OKKKKK......
- ok this shouldn't count but I feel like it's a very valid arguement ...he's 5'10 btw. and I think he has like some muscle.
- ok what the hell this is another spring fairy clip BUT YOU HAVE TO UNDERSTAND. seriously please just watch the episode my mental state is in shambles like WWDYMMMMMMM HE'S ACTUALLY A DOGGIRL...... puppycat overreactive hypersensitive doggy who's prone to blowing up every second SORRY IF U CAN'T SEE IT. BUT IT'S LITERALLY. I don't even know what I'm arguing at this point this is about to devolve into a list of things that make me blow the fuck up.
- Oh Look It's Spring Fairy Clip The Third ... mang mang mang! is going to haunt me until I die WHY IS HE ACTUALLY. ;RBFUE'IONSDML;X no words I'm calm I need to stop picking dogs when I pick faves... like I need to stay away from them. like this cannot be sustainable.
