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Jan. 22nd, 2025 10:42 pm
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So, there’s this famous modernist novel that takes place over the course of a day and is written in a fragmentary stream of consciousness and is a re-telling of The Odyssey, with both stories being named after the titular character… and it’s… Mrs. Dalloway?

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fwcu: (raiden shogun)
kaejean post 1/x million. it's about how kj are emma/knightley on a very fundamental level. also I guess general scrutinizing of story profiles. also more of a kaeya_lady argument than anything else.

(0) TWEETS
this section is not exactly necessary reading however these are the skeletal thoughts for everything that will come later. also I just didn't know where to put them but they are essential to understanding my scholarship. IMO.

JEAN MAIN
@gayrenjun
in my head all kj conversations are like
kaeya: [is emma-like]
jean: [chastises him in a knightley-esque manner]
 
JEAN MAIN @gayrenjun
also have been opening my
Heart to mean kaeya bc perhaps It Is True but also that just makes his lady factor even stronger and also the Epicosity of jean always seeing thru it bc she is Kind and Genuine and Honourable and Knightly.
[JEAN MAIN @gayrenjun replying to @gayrenjun]
Also sometimes the most loyal of knights fall in love with terrible women and that’s what’s happening here

JEAN MAIN
@gayrenjun
if u think about it why do we need bad boy kaeya or sad kaeya when we can have EMMA kaeya because all we do is put kaeya with jean
[JEAN MAIN @gayrenjun replying to @gayrenjun]
the spoiled brat society lady kaeya portrayal we deserve imo... like 10millionth of all not only does jean let kaeya get away with everything only to slightly scoldingly reprimand him later, but also she just lets him have his way

JEAN MAIN
@gayrenjun
is kya even a society lady
>cares only about ceremonial details[1]
>only wants to drink and chat
>beloved by the whole town
>lazy
[JEAN MAIN @gayrenjun replying to @gayrenjun]
>A Little Bit bitchy.

honestly no matter how I look at it, all these tweets are seriously still true. you're like how is Jean Knightley tho? [1] repressed, [2] kind and unfailingly polite and courteous, [3] can you just read this wikipedia article and be like Ohhh. Holy shit. She IS like that. [humble, mature, a little bit boring, moral, etc]. has a very high standing in society, but is not an asshole about it.

I think KAEYA-EMMA paralleling relies on two things: (1) kaeya being a [society] lady, (2) kaeya being a younger sibling. I guess you could add (3) kaeya being a troublemaker, but that one is obvious is it not? also to me, inclinations of mischief and thinking you're smartest of world is all younger_siblingism. anyway, we'll move forward with this motivation.

(1) LADYISM
I would literally just link back to my tweet, however, we can go through canonical evidences.
(1.1) 'cares only about ceremonial details'from: Windblume Festival [Realm of Fog and Wind]
KAEYA: Hah, a good question. Diluc, care to explain?
DILUC
: Passing on messages and deliberating over ceremonial details... Sounds more like your line of work, Kaeya.

>this btw, total misogyny on diluc's part. what's wrong with doing a little but of lady's work huh?
(1.2, 1.3) 'only wants to drink and chat', 'beloved by the whole town'"Everyone in Mondstadt loves Kaeya, but no one knows what secrets this witty, charming knight has." (official website description)

"Kaeya is often found sitting at the bar, gossiping with the city folk, and sipping the famed Mondstadt beverage, Death After Noon." / "He is surprisingly popular among the elderly of Mondstadt, even earning himself the title of 'top candidate for grandson-in-law.' It's hard to imagine someone as mischievous, amiable, and wine-loving as Kaeya being the Cavalry Captain of the Knights of Favonius." / "The people of Mondstadt find Kaeya a lot easier to deal with than his predecessor, Diluc." / "Generally speaking, Kaeya is easy to talk to and nice to have a conversation with." (Kaeya's character stories)

interesting to note that Kaeya's profile focuses a lot on his social accuem and relationships with Mondstadt's people, the knights, the criminals, etc. in contrast to his counterparts [diluc, jean], who want to so badly protect this vision of Mondstadt and end up becoming removed from it, he [noted outsider] is the one who truly embodies the ideals of Mondstadt [drinking, freedom(on the surface)] and knows it's people in and out. as mentioned, the more personable half to jean/diluc. if this literally does not strike you as a lady trait, idk what to tell you! you have no idea what ladyism is and I seriously can't accept shit from
(1.4) 'lazy' [also see: 'catty']for someone who 'claims' to hate KoF work... anyway. I won't include every line where he's complained about his work.

"Kaeya, Knight of Favonius. Please, allow me to join you on your journey. Guarding you on your journey sounds far more entertaining than any of the usual Favonius stuff." (voicelines)

KAEYA: Staying here feels like being in Mondstadt. The only difference is that I won't be bothered by any of my duties as one of the Knights of Favonius. (gift set line)

KAEYA: Alright then. Guess I will have to do some overtime work after all. (story quest) [he says this in an extremely bitchy way btw]

though I do want to point out that an extremely ladylike characteristic of his is that even though he really does not gaf about a lot of the knights stuff/protocol, he really respects and stresses it still. he's the best of the knights when it comes to introducing his title and his association ... IMO EMPHASIS ON POSITION/HIERARCHY/DECORUM is extremelyyyy lady trait ... it's also SOOO potent when he stresses that his personal tactics and business are not at all representative of the knights

TRAVELLER: You flirt with the dark side, so you would know.
PAIMON: Exactly!
KAEYA: Uh-ah! You should watch what you say, Honorary Knight.
KAEYA: What do you mean, flirt with the dark side? The Knights of Favonius certainly does not have dealings with its enemies.
KAEYA: That has to do with a certain knightly virtue called "integrity."
KAEYA: Anyway, I digress. This is the symbol of the cross-border criminal organization you know as the Treasure Hoarders. If you are curious to know more, I can put you in touch with an informant on the inside.
PAIMON: Uhh, didn't you just say the Knights of Favonius don't have dealings with their enemies!?
KAEYA
: ...This is my own personal informant. Nothing to do with the Knights of Favonius.

YOUUUUUUU... have so many complexes and also are so secretively honourable in your own ladylike way... I think the discretion and show of tact is very very ladylike of him.


(2) YOUNGER SIBLING
you're like... But Popular Fanon Takes Have Lead Me To Believe Otherwise. I would like to point out:
(a) nothing is confirmed in canon, other than kya's birthday being way later in the year and diluc's way earlier.

(b) [*copies everything his brother does*] is literally the most younger sibling trait of all time. just all fucking time. that's how you clock one. I would know. [op is younger sibling in question]
 
(c) [way more invested in his brother's life and going-ons than his brother is invested in him] the NEED for brotherly attention and acknowledgement is so fucking funny. diluc brushing him off and kaeya going '...And ANOTHER Thing...' you desperate little freak. this is literally what happens in the last scene in diluc story quest. I DIED.
my second point of evidence is kya's character stories and vcs about diluc — where he's being extremely bitchy about diluc versus diluc's complete lack of acknowledgement re: kaeya in his stories, and then the way he seriously just doesn't give a fuck in his vcs, and also in general. the palpable [[annoying younger sibling / barely tolerates him older sibling]]

(d) general need for validation of love via acts of service. or just kya's general need for other people to prooove they love him or like him or would at least do things for him. you're like - but this could be an anyman trait for any guy. and TRUE but the way kya does it is v younger sibling. the mixture of being obvious, teasing, coy, genuine surprise re: agreement but accepting very graciously. sorry for being a younger sibling. some crimes can be forgiven.
examples: "He takes pleasure in seeing the hesitation in his comrades' eyes at the moment just before they dive into battle with him, just as he takes pleasure in the look of fear in his enemies' eyes as they face off against him.", literally anytime ever the Traveller compliments him, his horrifying reaction at jean's birthday party, etc.

(e) SPOILED BRAT. diluc who's like 'fuck this guy I hate this guy' and lets him hang around anyway and does everything he asks anyway. [no legit]
jean who doesn't believe in kaeya's discretion herself [check vc] is still like 'well... You don't have all the facts.' and those are? 'That I love him.' (...) you're like there is no way this is true...BUT IT IS. everyday Amber is like I Fucking Hate Kaeya, Fuck Kaeya, He's the Worst Knight In The World, WHYYYY DOES JEAN LIKE HIM. you: she never said this. me: CONNECT THE GODDAMN DOTS IN HER VOICELINES

now, the Real Meat of this.

(3) THE EMMA/KNIGHTLEY DYNAMIC
kaejean has it all. - the extreme repression.
- the regard for something higher than romance. in emma/knightley, it was about Mr. Woodhouse, while for kj it's about The Knights. The Austenian Romance [social positioning defines interactions and dynamics].
- The Extremely Unromantic Romance. LOVE WHEN IT IS NOT ABOUT EACH OTHER BUT ABOUT THE THINGS EACH OTHER HOLDS DEAR >>>. seriously Emma only falling in love with Knightley when she sees how considerate he is of Harriet, while Kaeya dedicates himself to the Knights when he sees how dedicated Jean is to Knighthood.
- Emma accepting Knightley because he is very considerate of her father. Kaeya accepting Jean, knowing Jean is the Dandelion Knight more than she is a person. that she is a Knight before she's a lady, and she is for Mondstadt before she belongs to anyone else. okay I admit that this one comes off as me saying words, but if you get it you get it.
- sorry it seriously is like. [*most eligible bachelor in town falls prey to resident bitchimonious lady*]. the way everyone in mond would give it all up for One Chance with Jean and instead, it's Kaeya who gets to throw parties for her and do her leftover paperwork(!!!)
- love is about trust, loyalty, fealty. not actually about love.
- horrible little mix. kind honourable noble mature partner

I hope this was convincing. I will spend all day arguing on this. yes, it's not a 1 to 1, but they have all the KEY traits. and that's what's really important. 
fwcu: (raiden shogun)
this is literally not even the post I wanted to make but uh. I have to. very light on analysis, mostly a reference post

preface, disclaimersquick note, Jean always refers to Kaeya as either 'Kaeya', or Captain Kaeya', with the latter being far more uncommon.

other quick note, Kaeya's pretty fond of referring to people by their titles, though he'll exchange between [title][name] and [name] often enough. I think he calls Amber '[adj.] Outrider' a couple times, but that always comes off more playful than official.

other other quick note, Varka is almost always referred to only by title ['Grand Master (Varka)'], whereas with Jean, everyone tends to refer to her more as 'Master Jean' or simply Jean, or you know '[AGM] Jean'. within the knights and also People Who Know Her Personally, Kaeya does stick out so bad for solely insisting on AGM, which is whyyyy this post exists. 

LAST NOTE: the only other person who is as stringent about referring to Jean as AGM is EULA. however um, she has spoken of Jean, only four times. so not a lot of evidence to work with. though in her teaser, she refers to her as 'That Gunnhildr girl'. also, Eula being the only other person to do this actually just adds to my point about Pointed Workplace Dynamics rather than detract from it. 

from kaeya's voicelines:
(...)(about Jean) What? The Acting Grand Master? You need to give her your full support.
(about Klee) Klee. Seems she has failed to elude the Acting Grand Master's investigative skills, despite the pointers I gave her... Haha, I'm kidding, no need to go reporting me or anything.
(about Noelle) I was entrusted by the Acting Grand Master to work in the background to support Noelle, but there hasn't been much for me to concern myself with — she has a good head on her shoulders. Quite the relief.

note: other characters in their (about Jean) will refer to her as AGA, but either don't do so when mentioning her offhandedly [like Kaeya], or when speaking to her. albedo, sucrose, barbara come to mind.

from quests:
Outlander Who Caught the WindKaeya: The Acting Grand Master of the Knights of Favonius is also very interested in meeting you, and formally invites you both to our headquarters.
(...)

Kaeya: Jean, I've brought them.
(...)

Traveller
: Why is Jean the Acting Grandmaster?
Kaeya: The Grand Master is currently off leading an expedition, so the Master, Jean, has stepped in to oversee the Knights while he's gone.
Kaeya: Hence, you'll hear many refer to her as the Acting Grand Master.
Kaeya: When the Grand Master left, he took the vast majority of our knights with him, leaving the Acting Grand Master with far more responsibility and stress.
Kaeya: Come to think of it, it must have been difficult for Jean.

note: I just think this is so fucked up. also implies that kaeya refers to her as so to remind everyone of her [relatively new] position. which just points back to shadow/henchmanship disease.

Crash CourseKaeya: We should get Jean to give you a title and make you a knight.
(...)

Kaeya: I'm not aware of the exact details. If you're interested, you can ask the Acting Grand Master about it.
(...)

Kaeya
: A dragon wreaks havoc in Mondstadt, and the Acting Grand Master leaves the city to combat the threat. Strategically, that's the perfect moment for the Abyss Order to make their move.

When The West Wind Arises
Kaeya: I have been informed about Jean falling ill. On behalf of all of Knights of Favonius, allow me to express my sincere gratitude for your assistance.
Paimon: So courteous and polite. This isn't the Kaeya Paimon knows.
Kaeya: Haha... Well, the circumstances warrant it. This is the Acting Grand Master herself we're talking about.
(...)

Kaeya: Right. Although the commissions you reported to Jean have already been handed off to someone else...
Kaeya: ...I am concerned that they will not be handled with due care without Jean's personal touch.

Master's Day OffKaeya: We thought that since you so rarely take any time off, we'd take this chance to throw you a party. Enjoy yourself, Jean.
(...)

Kaeya
: Hey! Having a good time?
Traveller: Why did you say I was the organizer?
Kaeya: The thing is, Jean knows all of us so well now...
Kaeya: When someone organizes a surprise party for you, the closer you are to them, the more bashful you tend to feel about the whole thing.
Kaeya: So instead, we just gave you all the credit. After all, you did do more than your fair share of work anyway.
Traveller: So... You gave me the credit to hide your own shyness?
Paimon: Of course! This party was clearly Kaeya's idea! Shy Kaeya? This is gold!
Kaeya: Haha... You think so?
Paimon: So you admit it!
Kaeya: Hehe... I'm only indulging you since it's such a special day today.

note: sorry I had to include this whole thing because it fucks me up so fucking bad. YOU.

Invitation to WindblumeKaeya: Well, as you can see, I'm helping Master Jean take care of various matters.

Golden Island ArchipelagoJean: I—I assume you two traveled here together?
Kaeya: Hahaha, you assume? The Acting Grand Master's jokes have improved as of late. Do we seem like fitting travel companions to you?
(...)

Paimon
: If Paimon didn't know better, Paimon would think that Jean was Klee's mother!
Kaeya: You know, I had the exact same thought just now.
Jean: Kaeya...
Kaeya: Haha, my apologies, Acting Grand Master. Honorary Knight, let's go and take a look.
(...)

Kaeya
: Generally speaking, I'm responsible for wrapping up various cases... But this particular incident is special.
Kaeya: You see, not only is the Acting Grand Master here, but the former fiery Cavalry Captain as well. Naturally, I had to see it for myself.

other
Eula's Story"The Reconnaissance Captain is back again? When you saw her, was it when she was marching towards Jean's office with her sword in hand, looking like she wanted to kill somebody?"

"We all know that the Acting Grand Master is a good judge of character, don't we? The Knights of Favonius are interested in a person's ability, not their family history. That's why she gives up her time to spar with the Reconnaissance Captain. In doing so, she can preserve the dignity of the Knights of Favonius while also providing a way of settling old grievances. Quite brilliant, don't you think?"

final count
AGM: 13 (-2)
Jean: 10 (-2)
Master Jean: 1

honestly, results of this are pretty inconclusive. but also, um, unlike nearly everyone else who will usually say 'AGM Jean' at least once. he has literally never done that. so there is definitely hints of ummm, separating personal name from professional title. also, when he refers to her as 'Jean' there is usually a more personal touch to it. 

I would assign Kaeya as having similar diseases to Barbara, except Kaeya is way better at remembering himself than Barbara is (i.e, Barbara basically loses all pretenses after calling Jean AGA once, but Kaeya does not). kaeya and eula having similar stances on how they want to refer to jean is literally CTFUUUU but at least Eula literally has family rivalry/sworn enemyhood/etc to fall back on. WHAT'S KAEYA'S EXCUSE? 

I think the most damning of the evidence compiled, is his voicelines, since they're very. They. you know how it is. but funniest has to be golden apple archipelago, like holy shit, how are you going to calling her AGM straight to her face after she first names you.
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everything is ripped from the genshin fandom wiki or the honeyhunterworld database.

jewels
the true star of the post has to be from the shivada jade series. this is the material for cyro characters. basically, you use slivers to make fragments to make chunks to make a gemstone, and as you jump up a step in that ladder, more text is added

"Sorry..."
"...to also have you shoulder the grievances of the world."
"Since you could endure my bitter cold, you must have the desire to burn? Then, burn away the old world for me."

first of all I just think this is so good...it's so haunting to click on the fragment and just read the 'Sorry...', just immediately moving, especially if you've been primed with all the frost-related lore in the game already [blizzard strayer lore]. the chunk then gives you the second line, which I think is also quite tugging because of 'to also have you' and then when you finally make a gemstone [which will take a while in-game], it's an apology as well for the coldness of (...) ...it's all... Ah... Ahhhh. Ah. thematically it hits on a lot of things I like. from the genshin fandom wiki: in the original chinese, the title is 'Grieving/Lamenting Ice' ... again, Ah, Of Course.

the other gems also get lore and lines, but I think the jade has the best one, and comparable, though not as good is: the agnidus agate series:

"A pilgrimage for a wish; a battle to earn a name..."
"Burnt to cinders for a dream."
"If the intention yet remains, achieved ██'s truth he has."

it's blacked out I'm assuming in-game as well as on both wikis; original title is 'burning wish' ... the >burnt to cinders for a dream, yet the intention remains< that's Literally What It's About...losing everything you are for your goal. always epic.


moving on from the gemstones to...

weapon ascension materials
the dandelion gladiator series, which goes fetters > chains > shackles > dream:
 
"It's a human thing to exaggerate on a hero's story, even to the point of elevating the fetters that once bound the hero to the level of an enemy of true freedom. As a result, these fetters were granted extraordinary powers."
"The chains that once bound the great hero Vennessa. In truth, all gladiators would have worn chains in that era, and Vennessa was but one of them."
"Vennessa was not truly bound by her chains. If she had so wished, no ordinary physical constraints forged in Mondstadt could have held her, for the land there yielded no ore of exceptional quality, nor did it possess the divine flame of her ancestral home.
She was only bound by her responsibility to take care of her tribespeople."
"Vennessa was freed from her slavery, but that which constrained her only grew greater - from her tribesmen to all of Mondstadt, and even to the concept of freedom itself, extending to the whole world.
What she really hoped for, in truth, was that the world might grow stronger."
 
first of all can I just say, The Jean Paralleling in Dream. I think where Vennessa rose and where Jean is failing, is the want for the others to be stronger versus want for yourself to be stronger. Vennessa realizing that true freedom for her could only be granted if the people could rely on themselves, versus Jean forsaking the freedom she's sworn to protect and chaining herself with the thought that the only way for Free Mondstadt is if she's strong enough to keep it as such. anyway...this is just really delicious lore about how these objects came to be and what each step truly meant... again just this part: "It's a human thing to exaggerate on a hero's story, (...) In truth, all gladiators would have worn chains in that era, and Vennessa was but one of them."

boreal wolf series: milk tooth > cracked tooth > (...) > nostalgia:
 
"In the past, the gods had the responsibility to love all people, which made Andrius quite the oddball for only adopting abandoned babies and accepting wanderers."
"The life of a wolf is not without violence; broken bones or cracked teeth are nothing special.
Andrius found humans to be a disappointment, but believed babies to be innocent. If both the wolf pack and the adopted children chose each other, then they become a Lupical, a fated family."
"The Wolf King, believing itself to despise humans, thought itself unable to envision a happy life for humanity, making it unworthy of becoming the Lord of the Winds of the world. Therefore, it chose to disappear. Yet, in truth, it gazed on the ones the world abandoned ever so gently."
 
I think this is umm... all the Razor love seeping out..Idk reading this and knowing that RAZOR was one of those innocent babies, that RAZOR learnt Lupical from him, that RAZOR is such a creature, a human, that Andrius gazes upon gently... razor's animation where he.. the wolf spirit comes and he's so happy and then it goes and his gaze goes sad and then he returns to his usual glare+frown..... my baby.
I'll touch on it later...but like ahhh the Wolf of the North's lore is so cool imo... a vessel made of ice and wind.....

a Xiao reference (Lustrous Stone from Guyun): "To the informed, Guyun Stone Forest is not some miraculous sight on the sea to behold, but the cemetery of the former gods of Liyue. Hatred and filth have periodically raised up from it, but all have been subdued by a demon-conquering young man." ... um again My Baby (2)

special talent materials
Spirit Locket of Boreas
 
"A bit of the Great Wolf King of the North's power drawn from its soul. This land was once a realm of sub-zero blizzards and ice storms filled with razor-sharp ice shards, all at the command of Boreas. In its final moments, it finally realized the chilling north wind could only extinguish life, not nurture it; therefore, Boreas let its powers freely flow into the land to protect it and its inhabitants."

ah this always gets to me... again < your own destruction to the end of your purpose > ... the users being fischl/sucrose/ningguang/kaeya...the unsubtlty at it's finest. ningguang prime example, having to give up the jade chamber, a symbol of her status in liyue, as well as the place most sacred to her in every aspect [what she loves the most, what all her success has accumulated to] to save Liyue... it's just insane. in similar lines, both sucrose and fischl have very childish ideals/delusions [sucrose's wonderland/Prinzessin] to cope with their situations, and the implication that they'll have to give up on those to face their realities... and well, Kaeya. kya. you know how it is.

Shadow of the Warrior
 
"It is the product of a will to fight that has been honed over countless slaughters.
If humans do indeed have destinies, then his must surely have been twisted by such deeds. Why else, then, would he always be at the heart of every conflict?"
 
...yes this is the buttplug, but also this being used for ganyu and xiao... yes they're both 00, but also the two adepti who have fought in the past archon wars...and still stay by the sides of humans to assist and protect them....aaahhhh
 

artifacts...deserve their own post. as do weapons but I'm not as inclined to read the lore of every weapon. still I will because some are seriously beautifully named 'skyward harp', 'lost prayer to the sacred winds', 'memory of dust' ... like insane... to me.


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