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there are probably a lot of layers to this winning and losing thing, for example it was exoomr's brithday party, which was fun and nice and she seemed happier about my friends being there instead of my being there which could mean nothing or something, or I'm overthinking it; every house party I go to I'm filled with this vague notion that I will meet someone and hook up and that will be that, except that kind-of never or barely happens, and statistically, because these things happen at these places, it has to fly by at some point.
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